Ribbit Ribbit, Who's There?

I can almost see it,
The dream I'm dreamin'
But there's a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My fate is shaking
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes it might knock me down
But, no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'
And, I, I got to be Strong
Just keep pushing, oh'
Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
Were always gonna wanna make it through
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Yeah there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climbKeep on movin'Keep climbin'
Keep the faith babyIt's all about
It's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith woah

Mak teman ada bgtau adik teman yg konvo kelmarin tu dok cakap bf dia nak masuk meminang. tapi mak teman kata nantilah dulu, sbb banyak hal sampai hujung tahun ni. dengan adik teman nak SPM, teman & kakak teman due selang seminggu je (dia bulan 11, teman bulan 10) lagipun baru je buat kenduri kawin adik teman yg lelaki tu (april). Lagipun mak teman kata nanti tgklah macam kak wan tu, lepas kawin terus pregnant & x keje lagi, apa pun xde dah sekarang (those were her exact words) meaning teman dah xde lah nak bagi duit ke apa ke, padahal selalu jgk en lanun bagi duit utk bagi kt mak teman tu walaupun teman x mintak. I know there's some truth in what she said but.. it hurts me a bit. It makes me think back, is that what I'm to her all this time? a failure? a daughter that can't provide her with money and stuffs? did she regretted i'm married and quit my job so that i can take care of my family better? It makes me sad, you know. To know that I can't do anything about it.

I guess I just have to live with it. I'm happy with my family, with my kids & my beloved husband. That's all that I need.