I see everybody amongs me is changing. Improving. Some are furthering their studies with Master or PHD, some locals and some abroad. Some has started doing online biz. Some are baking cakes and cupcakes and taking orders. Some even going oversea maybe following their husband or just going for holidays and having fun. Even my working friend turning housewife (for the time being) is doing great cooking special dishes and sewing something interesting and spending so much time with her kid.
Me? I'm not moving anywhere from the last 6yrs. pathetic. Nothing change, no new knowledge, no nothing. such a loser. Yang bertambah hanyalah retak2 di tumit, rambut yg makin byk gugur, lemak makin bertambah di seluruh badan, jerawat di sana sini, dan suara yg makin nyaring kerana hari2 berlatih 'menyanyi' dgn anak2 yg sgt baik2 perangai nye.
ntahlah. sedih jugak fikir2kan. camne nk improve myself. kt mana nk start. and i dont even know how to do it. or what to do. I think I was somewhat 'hiding' behind this title of "fulltime housewife who is too busy with 3 kids". ya like the others dont have kids. pfftt. Ya Allah tunjukkan lah jalan yg terbaik untuk ku ya Allah......
Late Fall at Skylands
9 hours ago
3 comments:
...tapi kami semua berebut masa utk kerjaya dan anak2. dan kadangakala anak2 mmg sgt terabai! sya sgt sedih bila kenangkan si kakak sgt berminat utk menulis dan membaca tapi si ibu selalu tiada masa utk duduk disebelah dan melihat kerja anak2. :(
Tapi yelah tak semua kite dapat kan. anyway wan, why not buat sesuatu yg berkaitan dgn online bisnez? wan sgt mahir ngan semua ni..mcm jual baju budak2? ada je yg nak supply...
buat something yg ko minat or ada hobi? jangan paksa diri kalau tak larat atau tak suka.. tingkatkan ketaqwaan dan saham akhirat pon satu achievement jugak. itu lg hebat dr yang lain2nya.. :)
iera: ya, never thot of it that way. harus tingkatkan lagi ibadat yg x seberapa ni.
far: ramai bebeno kwn2 kt sini dh jual baju budak,tshirt muslimah , kids toys etc etc...sapa nk order dgn saya yek hehe (very uncompetetive thinking duhh)
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