Haven't write for quite a while. A lot to write actually but I just don't have the time. Or rather, I couldn't find the time. sigh. Anyway let's start with some updates on my not-so-interesting life.

Balqis is almost 9 months now. She can clapped her hands, climbing everything she see- furnitures, beds, table, tv cabinet, myself. So sometimes she lost her balance and fell down. I have to be right at her back all the time just to make sure she doesn't hurt her herself. But accident happens, they do. It happened in our bedroom. I just finish putting her clothes on and turned around to find the baby oil to put on her hair- and while I was looking for the bottle, she apparently reached for the side of the bed and, well, somehow she fell down, hitting her mouth on the way down. I managed to get her up close photo here.
En Lanun was working that saturday and since she's bleeding quite a lot I called him and he rushed back. She's already stop crying at that time, chuckling at the sight of her daddy :). I applied some ointment and cleaned the wound, so it's not so bad. Alhamdulillah..
En lanun's sis & family came last saturday to borrow our car. Her husband had an accident and the car was wrecked quite bad, and the school is going to be open next week so she asked if she could borrow our car. We rarely use the Wira, we usually use kancil. Her husband works at KL, so it's difficult for her to go anywhere without a car.
Looks like we won't be going back to kg this Hari Raya Aldiladha. En lanun had to work, as usual. I hope we can go home when my sister gives birth end of next month, Jan 07. How time flies. And I'm still like this. It struck me sometimes how I could be like this. Does my parents ever has any regret for sending me to the uni and not being able to give them anything in return? I know it's their responsibility but I should do something to return back to them.. It sadden me sometimes, but I guess it's call sacrifice. I have to sacrifice for my own fate. This is what I chose, so I better make the best of it. If I can't get any work I better be good as a wife & mother. And to prove that, I think I haven't slept more that 2 hours consequently without having to wake and feed my baby, or change diapers, or just cuddled her when she doesn't want to sleep. Infact last night I had to take out my baby's poo because after 4 days not be able to poo, it got harden inside and her stomach aches so much, she cried so much that I couldn't take it anymore. I took her to the toilet and literally use my finger and put it inside her to take it out. Twice. Alhamdulillah, after that she was able to sleep better. Her bottom was become tender and redden, it hurts whenever I touch them. Pity my baby..I guess after this we should be more careful of what we fed her ( she wants everything that we eat ).
Next year En lanun will start the attachment to Kota Kinabalu. The arrangement was to send pilots & taccos ( that's him - tactical officer ) alternatively at least 6 weeks & maximum 2 months. Won't be seeing him so much after this. But the good news is he promised to buy me something everythime he goes there :) now I can make a list of what I want :)
Later guys, my baby has wake up :)