Auni dpt 'barang baik' rupanye hari ni. dr pagi teman tgk muka dia lain mcm slalunye licin je tp mcm ada bintik2 pagi tadi. tp berjalan jgk sbb Naza tu dh lama x bawak jalan2 lagipun pampers Balqis dh nk abis. ptg tu mmg sah dia kena campak...ala sian anak mama. tp dia xlah meragam sgt, at least x seteruk masa dia demam 3 hari lps. Demam dh abis baru benda ni keluar. Nasib baiklah jiran2 teman baik hati sungguh..Lenny jiran sebelah umah doktor, dia tgk2kan Auni & advice teruskan antibiotik & ubat vitamin. Pastu mlm td dia dtg rupanye dia belikan krim utk sapu kt badan kasi kurg miang2 & gatal. kejap lagi tu kak esah (jiran selang 2 rumah) datang bawakkan daun semambu & bedak sejuk. K ida (jiran jgk) dtg hantarkan pizza utk berbuka. alhamdulillah mmg murah rezeki. En lanun kt sana pun lega ada org nk tgk2kan kami kat sini.
ni gambar auni semalam gi stadium Manjung ada playground kat situ..

More pictures visit my fotopages.

Semalam teman gi pasar Ramadhan kt blkg Billion tu. Masa tgh jln nk balik teman terserempak dgn sorg kawan lama masa matrikulasi kt Seremban dulu. Kalau tak silap teman lah, Hasnah namanye. Tapi x sempat nk tegur sbb dia naik moto dgn kawannye. Apa plak dia buat kt sini ye. Dh keje kot...Kalau x silap dia tu org KL. hmm..itupun kalau x silap teman lah, mmg dia orgnye.
Teman gi beli bateri kereta Wira smlm. Kereta tu nk dijual, almaklumlah dh ada kereta baru kalau campur dgn kancil dah masuk 3 kereta kami. macam mendokong biawak hidup je rasanye. Kebetulan bateri kong plak padahal baru je tukar 2 bulan lps. Ni gara- gara si Balqis main tekan2 lampu kt dlm tu, teman plak x perasan. 2 hari lampu tu menyala, terus bateri kong. Kereta auto ni mmg mcm tu lah.. kalau kancil (manual) xde plak mcm tu, pernah jgk terlupa tutup lampu semalaman. So dipendekkan cerita En lanun dh mintak tolong kawan dia belikan & pasang bateri baru tu tp dh last minute baru dia bgtau dia ada keje plak x dpt nk dtg. Teman dh lah menunggu dia seharian, bila dpt tau tu dh pkl 6 pm teman x masak apa pun. Apalagi teman amik spanar, bukak bateri yg rosak tu, angkut budak2 ni gi kedai bateri kt Lumut, beli yg baru, yg lama tu jual balik kt dia (dapat rm20 tau ) singgah pasar Ramadhan beli nasi ayam & karipap, balik umah terus pasang semula bateri yg baru. Alhamdulillah dh bleh start. Hari ni teman nk bawak gi kedai basuh kereta luar dlm kasi dia berkilat mcm baru (ahak, kereta dh 12 thn weh...tp lawa lg tau) hari ni jgk teman nk bg kt jiran teman yg berminat bebeno nk beli kereta ni. Lagipun teman tumpang parking kt rumah jiran sblh umah teman tu...hari ni dia nk balik sbb hubby dia pun baru balik dr France 3 bulan dh x balik msia. so kena lah kosongkan porch dia ( x geti-geti ke..he he). Harap2 tuan yg baru ni jaga wira ni mcm kami jaga..byk sentimental value kereta ni mmg syg nk jual tp apa nk buat we can't afford to keep it. kalau arwah babah ada lagi mmg x jual lah...dia mmg pernah cakap kalau dh abis byr nanti dia nk keta ni...letak kt umah Klebang. Xde rezeki arwah babah...

Pg td hampir2 je teman melalu x bangun sahur. X sedar langsung bunyi alarm hp baru teman ni *wink, wink* sedar2 Balqis bangun nk susu. Teman tgk jam dh pkl 5.37! kus smgt bingkas bangun buat susu & amik nasi sesenduk. Waktu imsak kt sini 5.44 am tp mak teman kata kalau dh terlewat bangun tu bleh mkn sampai dkt2 msk waktu subuh. tp bila dh pkl 5.45 teman stop ajelah makan..jadilah mana yg dpt tu. bukan apa semenjak start puasa ni Auni meragam...kembung hari2 nk tido mlm pun susah merengek je. maybe sbb gusi dia dh pecah & gigi dh nk tumbuh, mungkin jg entah lah teman pun x tau.

Teman puasa sorg2 lah tahun ni...tahun lps sama jgk tp 2 minggu je, masuk minggu ke 3 puasa en lanun dh balik dr US. Tahun ni cuti raya pun samar2 je :) xpelah nk buat cam ne dh kena bertugas. maybe teman balik sendiri, susah sket lah kalau xde org tolong jaga budak2 ni kt dlm kereta tp en lanun kata takyah lah nak rushing...kalau dia x dpt balik 29hb tu tunggu ajelah kt umah, raya kt manjung aje tunggu dia balik sini baru balik kg sama2.

Tapi semangat raya tetap semarak... teman tgh siapkan baju kurung kami 3 beranak ( en lanun x beli baju raya tahun ni kot...) insya Allah tumpang jahit kt umah jiran teman tu ada mesin jahit.

Esok nak gi TNB, rumah jiran teman kt sblh ni dh kena potong bekalan elektrik dia...next week dia nk blk sini ( dia kt HUKM. sambung study ) sbb hubby dia pun baru balik dr France. Sian plak kalau sampai umah malam2 bergelap plak. xpelah teman tolong bayarkan & bayar denda utk sambung balik elektrik. Lagipun teman tumpang keta kt porch dia...mmg dia bagi kunci utk tgk2 kan rumah & amikkan surat2 dia. Apa salah nye buat baik di bulan yg mulia ni kan :)

Malas plak nk masak ari ni. Beli aje kot. btw, hp baru teman Sony Erickson W910 hadiah dr en lanun :) tq sayang tp ni bukan hadiah bday tau. tu nak mintak lain..he he...tamaknye...

Happy bday to my dear friend Atier...Semoga panjang umur & dimurahkan rezeki & sukses dalam karier..

so many things happened, so many things to write here, I just don't have enough time to do so. bz ya amat teman ni.. he he..
auni dh sebulan lebih angkat punggung tp sampai la ni x merangkak lagi. tp menjalar mmg dh laju giler la. skrg ni dh suka memanjat plak. aduhai kalau x jaga mmg kjp2 jatuh. dia xde playpen so slalunye letak dlm walker lah.mmg laju dia jln kt dlm tu. cuma skali skala teman letak dia kt bawah sbb ingat nk trained dia cpt merangkak & duduk sendiri tp lain plak yg dia buat :)

en lanun xde ni. kt kl. keje lagi. next week start puasa, dia pun gi sabah sebulan. lagi. baru bulan lps dia gi sana, sebulan tu teman dok kg. well... what to do...redha ajelah...cuma teman agak sedih sebab dia mungkin x dpt balik beraya tahun ni sbb flight dh solid booked for hari raya.

redha ajelah.

bakal mak mentua adik teman baru meninggal 2 minggu lps. mmg terperanjat bila dpt berita tu sbb x tau pun mak dia ada sakit. rupa2nya ada tekanan darah tinggi. dh x sampai hajat mak dia nk tgk anak dara dia menikah...dh takdir. harap yati & family sabar dgn ketentuan Allah...Al fatihah..

thnx 2 jea yg menjemput teman & en lanun lunch kt umah akak mi last week...thnx buddy. nasi dagang mak nko mmg power...cpt2 la belajar ye :)



seronok nye teman. smlm gi klinik timbang auni naik sekilo, skrg 7.1kg. teman pun timbang sekali, huii turun lagi lah :) pastu mlm smlm first time dia menjalar ke depan. slalunye either ke blkg atau berpusing2 je. aa bestnye...pas ni, the next stage sure dia akan suap semua benda yg dia jumpa masuk mulut dia. hmm xleh leka lah. pastu bila masuk walker pun dh bleh bergerak ke depan! wah...pandai anak mama..he he...

baru lps format laptop ni. baru la 'lega' sket kalau x macam2 le yg keluar. laju sket...
mana lah en lanun ni...takkan x sampai2 lagi kot..dr subuh td teman antar sms x reply lagi. harap2 semuanya ok...

lonely...i'm miss lonely..i have nobody..but my own..oow...


En lanun is not here, away for a week. oh how i wish i could be there with him right now :( but that's not possible, the fares are too expensive :) he he. biasalah kena tinggal lagi. teman doakan dia selamat pergi & selamat pulang, he's actually is boarding the flight right now and scheduled to take off at 12 midnight.


teman gi T'ganu last 3 weeks. biasalah, tempat jatuh lagi di kenang inikan pula tpt honeymoon *wink, wink* tp yg tak bestnye tu tpt tu langsung tak berubah, dari segi decor sampailah ke menu makan. first night kami nk order dinner, bukak2 menunye itu2 juga. pagi2 breakfast pun itu- itu juga. infact ada comforter nye yg dh carik2 sedikit dan warna yg sudah luntur. it's comfortable though, but since we come there every year i expect at least a new color scheme or new design or one extra dish on the menu. Balqis seronoklah, dh 2 kali dtg ni first time dia dpt main air kt pool. nasib baik lah ada makcik2 (title for navy's wife) yg x turun main air duduk2 tepi pool tu tolong jagakan auni. bolehlah teman tgk2kan balqis ( sambil2 main air sekali he he )


balik je dari Tganu hari khamis, jumaat en lanun keje. bincang2 dgn akak dia yg balik dr umrah last week kami plan nk buat kenduri hari rabu tu. so mmg xde masa sbb en lanun kena practice flypass utk bday Agung sabtu so hari sabtu a week b4 that en lanun tpaksa hantar teman & anak2 ke klang then balik semula ke lumut ( sbb dia kena terbang dr lumut ke kl ). sian teman tgk2kan tp apa nk buat kalau tangguh lagi mmg sampai besar lah Auni x buat aqeqah nye. alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar & Auni pun dh slmt dibotakkan :) x sangka mak teman sanggup dtg dr melaka dgn akak teman. kebetulan akak ipar dia ada kt Pendamaran so tau sgt lah jalan ke Meru tu.


Auni skrg dh masuk 5 bulan. teman dh bagi makan nestum dh. bukan malas nk masak tp dia baru nk mula rasa2 makan so kalau masak nanti makan sikit je membazir plak. so jiran teman dpt sample nestum sekotak dia bagi teman ( anak dia dh beso 9 bulan) teman pun xnak lah membazir. so far so good dia makan selera & tiada masalah nk buang air besar. dh masuk walker dh pun, masuk2 je menderu je dia gostan :) seronok agaknye selama ni asyik org pegang je. insya Allah teman akan upload ke fp tp buat masa ni tgk lah gambar Auni yg dh botak..




insya Allah next week nk bwk dia pegi check up. kene cucuk la gamaknye. Harap2 x demam...


gonna miss u hon, hugs & kisses 4 u...

En lanun gi Ipoh hari ni, stay overnight utk celebrate junior2 tacco & pilot yg baru lps tauliah. Teman rasa2 dh tau apa nk beli utk en lanun for our anniversary nanti..something he can use everyday. nantilah ptg karang bawak budak2 tu gi jalan2 kt Billion. masalahnye baby carrier ( mcm kanggaru tu ) dgn stroller 2-2 en lanun bawak gi keje sbb mmg dh ada kt dlm wira, lupa nk kuarkan. nampak gaya nye kena mengendong Auni la..
btw, iera, aku pun dh ada friendster laaa...lupa nnk bgtau nko. aku dh tgk page nko. hu hu gambar ayna saje yg berlambak he he. meriahnye majlis cukur jambul dia. mak abah dia siap pakai baju sedondon lagi he he..aku bila lah nk buat majlis ni...hujung bulan ni insya Allah....

dh 3 minggu en lanun balik dr uk. alhamdulillah semuanya ok cuma dia makin sibuk. byk souvenir dia belikan utk teman & anak2. tgk ajelah gambar kt bwh tu :) Books, lots of them! handbag & clarks' purse, RED handmade sweater, very comfortable & pretty too. adalah benda2 kecik lain x muat meja nk menyusunnya. utk Balqis ada patung Barney yg bleh nyanyi :), mickey mouse & the whole gang miniatures, mickey's story book, baju. utk auni baju & sweater Bunny (Peekaboo!) dgn teether & some toys. hmm bergaya abis teman masa balik kg 2 minggu lps he he. insya Allah hujung bulan ni kami ke Awana Kijal Terengganu utk kursus helicopter safety, then next month dia akan ke UK (lagi!) but for 10 days only. after that he'll go to KK for a month. aa bosannye dok sorg2. but i've already make a plan while he's a way. something to do with painting & sewing :)
Auni dh masuk 4 bulan.Alhamdulillah sihat, dh pandai meniarap. asal letak atas tilam je x sampai sesaat dia dah berpusing. semalam teman gi app 4 monthly checkup dia. Kejar2 balqis sekali teman terjatuh. hu hu sakit ya amat. tgklah gambar buku lali ni. abis bengkak dh mcm bola golf. tapi berjalan ajelah mcm biasa.. sakit buat x tau je.
anyway nak announce kt sini my best friend Azie has delivered her baby boy on 9/5/08 at HUKM. alhamdulillah.. although she had to go under surgery ( c-section) because of her baby's heart beat is pretty low and they couldn't wait any longer. that instantly brought back my memory when I was going to deliver Balqis and the doctor said I had to do a c-section because the baby's quite big.but that's all behind us now, it's all ok now and I hope she can be a good mother, since this is the baby they both waited for so long ( they've been married for 4 years ). Dh tgk gambarnye (via mms) tp x taulah bila teman dpt tgk baby dia betul2. Hari Raya nanti kot...insya Allah...
en lanun gi langkawi smlm, ada meeting. dia belikan coklat Daim yg sedap tu :) thnx hon. lagi 5 hari anniversary kami yg ketiga.. teman ingat nk beli kad aje kot..xtau nk bagi hadiah apa. Cari2 tshirt WWE kt online tp lambat plak nk tunggu dia courier. xde idea btul...tiap2 thn asyik dia je yg belikan kek.
hmm..nk gi Awana Kijal xde kasut baru lah. kena mintak dgn cik abg lah ni :) nanti baju dh lip lap kasut plak x kena.
mesti beli. mesti.

ngantuknye teman.dh 2 hari x dpt online sbb budak2 ni tido lewat sgt sampai pkl 1 lebih. Auni selsema plak tu. meragamlah sket payah nak tido. baru nk tido plak akak dia bising. bangun balik. teman sedut hidung dia pakai mulut. org kata petua nk cepat baik. harap2 esok baiklah tu..insya Allah...
esok ingat nk renew lesen lah. dh 4 hari x start kancil tu. bleh bawak jln2 panaskan enjin :)

smlm teman gi stadium. bukan nk gi bersenam, tp nk beli breakfast utk teman & balqis. he he mmg ironik. apa nk buat, dah org tu jual betul2 kt sblh stadium manjung. adalah jual paper kt situ, teman beli sekali. saje je padahal dh tgk berita mlm td. tp adalah selitan dlm paper tu pasal kuasa blog & blogger. teman nk tergelak jgk sebab 'kuasa' tu jauh bebeno le dgn teman. bukan apa, isu yg teman perkatakan sepanjang teman mula menulis blog ni terlalu domestik & pembacanye, errmm..rasa2 nye lah ada sorg dua je ( nko la tu jea & iera ^_^ ) teman menulis pun bukan utk apa2, just satu medium utk meluahkan perasaan. almaklumlah dah nama nye org IT nk luahkan perasaan pun kena guna komputer (tsk, tsk). tp yg penting kepuasan tu ajelah. teman salute semua penulis blogger (yg paling tragis pernah teman baca, sera ) yg bincangkan2 mcm2 isu menarik kt dlm & luar negara. bg diri teman ini ajelah yg dpt teman sumbangkan.
insya Allah en lanun balik ahad ni. seronoknye teman. ada kwn nk bergurau senda. balqis tu mmg bleh buat kwn, tp kawan gaduh yelah.
ari ni teman gi pasar malam bwk akish & auni naik kancil. dgn lesen agung. sbb, lesen memandu teman dh xpired sabtu lepas. ha ha. lantak le malas teman nk renew. hari jumaat nanti kot.

kinda sad, stressed out & frustrated today. why, i can't write here. what, I can't tell here. what can i say is it's just one of the day. I just pray that tomorrow is going to be a better day. just breath in, breath out. in. out. ok, that actually didn't work out very well.
watch Will Smith's The Pursuit of Happyness on Astro tonight. menangis teman dibuatnye. dahlah ceritanya sedih, ditambah plak dgn rasa yg berbuku2 dalam hati teman ni. mmg elok sgtlah tu. korang tgklah nanti bila ada masa. good storyline, penuh dgn mesej2 positif. and watching the movie really make feel i'm so, so much more better than him. far better. so be grateful..

dh 2 hari x online. Auni dh 3-4 hari tukar rutin dia. siang x nak tido, asyik nk kena dokong pastu bila dh terlelap akak dia plak buat bising. malam, kalau dulu x bangun2 sampai pagi skrg pkl 3-4 pg sure bangun nk nenen. then pkl 6 lebih bangun lagi. itu yg teman rasa cam x cukup tido je.siang x dpt rehat asyik berperang je dgn balqis. Geram ada, nakal ya amat, tp kesian pun ada jadi sasaran asyik kena marah. tu sbb asal mlm budak2 ni tido je teman pun cpt2 tido jgk.balqis tu selagi x pkl 12tgh mlm xdenye nk tido. leth teman melayan kerenahnye.. Kuat melawan plak tu..isk...sedih plak teman tp x tau mcm mana nk handle dia tu. ckp perlahan mmg dh x jalan skrg. dh naik tgn baru dia diam. itupun 5 minit je dia dh start balik mcm x serik. takkan asyik nk pukul je.. jiran teman ari tu dia letak anak dia kt luar (yg sebaya dgn balqis tu ) sbb asyik kacau adik dia dlm buaian. apa lagi menangis menjerit2 budak tu sampai xde suara dkt stgh jam.teman mengintai ajelah, bukan apa takut budak tu pengsan plak kt luar. last2 mak dia kasi masuk jgk. he he. mcm2 cara nk ngajar anak.

Tidur dah Auni & Akish. baru pkl 10 lebih td dh lelap dh. Biasanye 'bergaduh' nk tidurkan dua-dua tu :) tp Auni pun kjp2 bangun td. Teman makan aiskrim ptg td...kembung la tu. Akish pun bangun kjp td mintak susu. Teman trim sket rambut Auni di tepi & blkg sbb kalau dia berpeluh tu merah2 jadinye leher dia. badan sihat plak tu. Pastu nampak muka dia mcm boyish plak he he. Kemaruk nk baby boy la tu :)

Teman tukar air akuarium td. barulah nampak 'selesa' sket ikan2 tu nk bernafas ;) ini semua balqis punye pasal la tuang makanan ikan tu sampai abis suku botol. Naik muntah2 ikan tu tgk makanan byk sgt ( acah je ). tp lampunye xnak menyala lah. agaknye mentol dh terbakar.


nantilah esok2 teman gi kedai beli anak ikan & mentol tu. teman ingat nk start wira & bawak jln2 sekitar taman ni je tp tiba2 x bleh start. pelik sungguh. apa bunyi pun xde. ni masalah bateri kot.. tp baru tukar 2 bln lepas. teman mmg nk check air bateri 3-4 hari lps tp pelik sket bentuk skru baterinye, teman punx tau mcm mana nk bukak so teman just start ajelah, x bwk jln2 pun. entahlah. tunggu en lanun baliklah nanti baru settlekan.


En lanun dh sampai London pkl 11 mlm td. Alhamdulillah... semuanya selamat. Mereka kt sana lebih kurg 7 jam lewat dr kita. pkl 1 pm td kt sana baru pkl 6 am. en lanun msg kata dia first time tgk salji turun depan mata... bestnye...Tgk kt intellicast.com suhu kt sana -1 drjh celcius...sejuk tu. Expected some snow & showers.

Agak2nye time mcm ni diaorg ada x ingat pepatah; "Hujan batu di negeri sendiri, hujan emas di negeri org, lebih baiklah negeri sendiri".. he he...

En lanun dh naik flight pkl 10 pg td. teman pun x sure berapa jam akan sampai ke Luton, but hopefully he arrives safe & sound, insya Allah and had enough rest before starting the course on Monday. So difficult seeing him packing his bags the other night, and so hard to let him go. Teman mmg mcm tu lah, x suka ditinggalkan mcm ni tp apa nk buat, org kata dah bini askar mcm tu lah. Balqis meraung2 nak ikut abah dia. teman pujuk lah nanti gi jln2 naik kereta kita mkn aiskrim. buat drama plak dia.. jiran2 pun ada dok tgk. teman takut teman plak yg menangis sama nanti. dlm umah dh nangis dh.
This 3 weeks are gonna be difficult & demanding, I know. Taking care of 2 small kids are very, how should I say, mencabar kesabaran. Although usually I'm the one whose going through all the trouble every night when it's time to sleep because, Balqis usually wanted me to sleep her, and Now that I have Auni it's kinda difficult to concentrate on Balqis only. Usually they both will cry & screaming for a good 2 hours, and then like a magic they both will fall asleep at the same time. Sorg nk suruh duduk sblh dia bobokkan, tepuk2 peha dia, yg lagi sorg x suka duduk, suka kena dokong sambil jln2. After they both asleep I'll be so exhausted I thought I could sleep but then again, the sleepiness has gone. Terkebil2 ngadap siling. En lanun said what to do, the kids don't need him and I looked like I could handle everything myself. But I need him. Guess the strong face I put up front deceived him.
Teman dh plan apa nk buat utk isi masa sepanjang ketiadaan En lanun ni. Teman ingat nk habiskan 2-3 novel yg en lanun belikan masa kt US dulu. then nk kemas baju2 di bilik bawah & atas. then nk baca majalah2 yg teman beli tp asyik x abis baca sbb sorok dr Balqis sampai naik terlupa. apa lagi yek. hmm. surf internet ( after the kids sleep ) sampai nk termuntah. ha ha. oklah tu. pejam celik pejam celik baliklah en lanun.
Teman dh call kedai gambar yg offer kerja designer tu. I said I had to refuse his offer. I said to him I was just being realistic, for I could get more than that just by staying at home and I wish him good luck with finding a designer, though I'm sure he or she will never be as good as me. ahak. masuk lif tekan sendiri. But then again, it's not about money. Never. How could I sacrife everything I have now for my own passion. That sounds selfish, right? Looking at my 2 daughthers now, sleeping so peacefully, I know I could. I have to. I have to let go.
Hari nk hujan. teman nk gi angkat baju.

khas utk tatapan jea...since u can't open fp at ur office (",) here's a picture of Auni.


Yesterday I went to Lumut to buy a few things. Saw an ad for designer at this one photo shop. I came in and asked about the job, said they really wanted a designer ASAP so I applied and filled up the form. last night the owner called me and said, well he wanted to recruit me but the salary I asked was a bit too high(rm1,500). Come to think of it, what I demand is really too high for their standard, just a small photo shop at Lumut but that's what I thought would suit me if I wanna leave the house to work. So he said the best he can do is take me for a month to see my performance and he offered me rm800. hmmph. Barely enough for my own expenditure, and a bit too low than my expectation. Teman dah kira2. Duit keta + minyak dh rm500. bil hp maybe rm100. hantar 2 anak kt org dlm rm250. Itu je dh rm850. blum campur duit pampers dgn susu utk 2 org. Auni plak tpaksa bercerai susu. baik teman dok umah...
entahlah kalau ingat2kan minat designing ni mmg teman rela keje walau x dibayar gaji tp itu kalau teman sorg.. skrg teman ada perkara lain yg perlu diambil kira sekali. Nak kata nyesal resign dulu, dh terlambat skrg. mmg lambat laun akan terpaksa pindah sini jgk.
Argghh....Dilema...


today is my girl balqis' 2nd birthday..Happy birthday my dearest... moga dipanjangkan umur, sihat, & membesar jadi anak yg baik, insya Allah...
aa? nk kek? eh budak kecik mana bleh mkn kek...x baik utk kesihatan *kedekutnye mak abah dia*

yesterday I chatted with my senior from my old school. He suggested that I visit his wife's website- she's doing bussiness from home, amik upah sulaman manik. very nice work, and it gave me an idea of how I could improve my own miserable life. she also offers lessons on saturday & sunday for those whose interested unfotch it's for those living in Kl only. but that didn't stop me from thinking something else, i could take lessons here too, tp bukan sulaman manik la. sulaman biasa pd baju tu. kalau x silap teman ada nampak kt manjung, kelas menyulam. nanti nk ajak en lanun gi survey lah. kalau jadi, bleh ajak adik teman yg tgh belajar kt ukm tu dtg sini bulan 5 nanti dia cuti sem. bleh jaga anak2 teman. harap2 menjadilah.. kinda bored living this life doing nothing with my own self. kalau dh pandai bleh amik tempahan. wah bestnye :)

bleh teman hulur2 duit kt mak abah teman. sian diaorg..

Lagi 2 minggu En lanun kena gi outstation kat Luton, UK. 3 minggu dia pegi kursus kt sana. hu hu.. kena tinggal lagi.
Kawan teman, azie due bersalin hujung bulan depan. teman doakan dia selamat... insya Allah. lupa nk bgtau 15hb ari tu adik teman bertunang dengan org mersing, yati. insya Allah ikat setahun. teman x gi, sbb en lanun x dpt cuti lagipun tempatnye jauh & x baik sgt utk baby kecik cam Auni. xpelah nanti dia kawin teman pegi lah...
kawan teman farhana yg tgh sambung study kt UK pun baru dpt 2nd baby. Anak pertama dia Fikriyah Auni, kebetulan namanye sama dgn baby teman tp masa cari nama tu x tau pun nama baby dia ada Auni jgk sbb selalu panggil fikriyah aje. xpelah.. bukan terserempak pun. masa teman nk cari nama punyelah susah sbb En lanun nk amik initial A.Z sempena nama arwah babah ( Ahmad Zakaria ) abis semua kitab bukak. tp kwn teman kt kg tu ( bersalin 2 minggu lps teman ) letak nama anak dia selamba je, something sazzy ( ala ala Sazzy Falak ) xde makna pun..padahal bapak dia tok imam kt kg tu.
he he ntah le masing2 punye pendapat...

a bit dusty here, lama x menulis. sibuk... fyi teman dh bersalin 2 bulan yg lepas pd 9.01.08. dpt baby girl.. no surprise there ;) and my good friend iera also gave birth to her beautiful baby girl Nur Ayna Maisara the next day 10.01.08. awal 17 hari... mmg kalau nk kenangkan balik nk tergelak jgk teman dibuatnye. Hampir2 je teman bersalin kt dlm keta kancil sedare teman. aduh... teman dh mula rasa semacam pagi2 tu tp disebabkan xde pengalaman ( kira ni pengalaman sakit bersalin sulung ) since masa balqis dulu teman guna epidural, x rasa apa. sampai dh mlm rasa x tahan sgt sbb rasa cam nkbuang air besar tp x jadi last2 mak teman kata ni mmg dh sakit nk bersalin ni.. betul2 malam 1 muharram. apa lagi sepupu teman memecut keta kancil tu dh mcm F1, sampai kt masjid al azim ( the hospital is just a few metres away ) air ketuban dh pecah. aduh... pelik betl rasanye. mmg kuyup la dibuatnye. sampai je kt tpt kecemasan tu budak atendan hosp tolak teman naik kerusi roda sambil berlari sbb dh nk bersalin sgt dh. sampai kt wad bersalin, naik je katil dlm labour room tu terus teran dh alhamdulillah baby pun terus keluar... no complication. baby sihat, skrg dh masuk 2 bln stgh. aktif, tp mmg mudah nk jaga compared to balqis masa baby dulu. tido pun lebih lama, mlm2 xde lah berjaga. kena cucuk hari tu pun x demam. alhamdulillah..

as for myself, skrg tgh struggle dgn a few xtra weight esp at specific area. battle of the bulge la ni... my weight is ok, 55kg tp tpt2 yg x diingini tu alahai susah betul nk turunkan. exercise la jgk buat crunches sit up itu ini mkn nasi pun sekali je sehari, and usually half from what I usually eat. but i breastfeed my baby so it's kinda difficult not to eat, as i felt hungry all the time. insya Allah kena jgk jaga badan ni.. for my own health & my beloved hubby, of course :)


oh, btw, my baby's name is Auni Zulaikha bte Mohd Khalid...