Showing posts with label imagination. Show all posts
Showing posts with label imagination. Show all posts

Angan Angan

Tiba- tiba dapat offer kerja.Pegawai Teknologi Maklumat. Gaji rm2500-rm3000. Duit keta dh abis bayar, so cuma nk belanja untuk duit minyak, duit makan, duit nursery anak 3 org,saving utk masa depan-wah, masih banyak bakinya! Boleh lah beli macam2. Boleh beli tshirt2 muslimah yg mcm2 design teman berkenan. Boleh beli baju yg bermanik2. boleh bagi mak & abah duit byk2. Abah x yah lah gi kebun lg, walaupun suka2 je teman kasi duit upah lah org jaga. Abah cuma dtg jenguk2 & amik hasil je nanti. Boleh sponsor adik kt kolej tu duit belanja sket. xyah abah tiap2 bulan kuarkan duit kwsp dia. Boleh juga beli produk Miracle Solution yg teman nak sgt cuba sbb dh baca testimoni org2 yg pernah guna, semuanya positif.  Juga boleh beli produk CCPP supaya dpt kuruskan badan yg x berapa nk kurus sejak akhir2 ni. Boleh beli tshirt wording yg byk jual kt fb skrg ni utk Balqis, Auni & Zakwan. Ha macam2 nak beli. Boleh beli microwave. Oven ni, dulu konon beli sbb nk buat kek @ biskut, sudahnye jadi tukun kt sudut kabinet dapur. Beli microwave lagi best. skjp2 boleh panaskan lauk. xlah terbakar bekas tu kan heheh.

Angan- angan itu mmg indah...boleh x nak terus berangan mcm ni...no more worries about our spending.. as long as x membazir lah kan.. Nak beli itu ini berkira bagai nk gila pastu x jadi beli. Although I have just enough right now, a little bit more money won't hurt at all. orang kata kalau dh kerja nanti masa utk anak dh kurang...seharian org lain yg jaga..but i think i've done enough for them for the past 6 years. I guess i was destined to be a housewife forever... should i be grateful or what? have a beautiful house, 3 beautiful kids, wonderful husband, kesihatan yg baik..alhamdulillah...

Tinggal angan- angan ajelah...

Cooked nasi lemak for lunch today,special request from En lanun. Chatted with my old friend Ben from incubator where I used to worked- he's engaged now ( don't know when ) and planned to have the wedding this year. So I suggested 070707 and he said his fiancee also wanted that date and asked RM7777 as the dowry :) goodluck finding that money!! ha ha... he must be freaked put if he read this.
Still no reply from that job I applied yesterday. Call me stupid or laugh at me, but I've already imagined how my life is going to changed rapidly if I get the job- how I have to wake up at 5 am to cooked, getting ready for worked, send my baby to the nanny, En lanun dropped me off at the jetty ( it's not like I can't drive myself but parking there is quite costly so it's better that way ) and boarded the boat to get to my workplace ( I think it's a hotel because they asked if we have any experience in hotel management. I don't, but we all have been to hotels before so I guess I can tell a bit about it ). After that I took the boat again back to Lumut, En lanun has already waiting to pick me up, stopped by the nanny's house to pick Balqis and back to our home.. home sweet home! Of course I have cooked so what's left is get refreshed and reheat the food, we are ready for dinner!
Ok, too simple & easy you think? I know it's not as simple as it sounds but at least that's what I have in mind. I may not have enough time for myself, or for Balqis and my husband but I really want to work, it's a risk I'm willing to take. Many women has done this so why it has to be different for me? If they can do it, so am I. I am challenging my self. Bring it on, baby!