I can almost see it,
The dream I'm dreamin'
But there's a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My fate is shaking
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes it might knock me down
But, no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'
And, I, I got to be Strong
Just keep pushing, oh'
Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
Were always gonna wanna make it through
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Yeah there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climbKeep on movin'Keep climbin'
Keep the faith babyIt's all about
It's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith woah

Mak teman ada bgtau adik teman yg konvo kelmarin tu dok cakap bf dia nak masuk meminang. tapi mak teman kata nantilah dulu, sbb banyak hal sampai hujung tahun ni. dengan adik teman nak SPM, teman & kakak teman due selang seminggu je (dia bulan 11, teman bulan 10) lagipun baru je buat kenduri kawin adik teman yg lelaki tu (april). Lagipun mak teman kata nanti tgklah macam kak wan tu, lepas kawin terus pregnant & x keje lagi, apa pun xde dah sekarang (those were her exact words) meaning teman dah xde lah nak bagi duit ke apa ke, padahal selalu jgk en lanun bagi duit utk bagi kt mak teman tu walaupun teman x mintak. I know there's some truth in what she said but.. it hurts me a bit. It makes me think back, is that what I'm to her all this time? a failure? a daughter that can't provide her with money and stuffs? did she regretted i'm married and quit my job so that i can take care of my family better? It makes me sad, you know. To know that I can't do anything about it.

I guess I just have to live with it. I'm happy with my family, with my kids & my beloved husband. That's all that I need.

4 comments:



Ira said...

aku rasa mak ko bukan maksud camtu (nak duit).. tp at least after 'invested' that much mungkin dia nak anak2 dia ada kerjaya + bahagia.. walopun kalid ada bg.. tp dr anak sendiri tu lain.. biasalah tu wann.. no heart feeling la.. ibu2 ni kan sensitip.. nak2 lagi ko jauh di sana.. x selalu dpn mata dia.. aku tau ko bahagia dgn keadaan skrg (uisssh... sape x mao duk umah jaga n didik anak2 weyy.. my dream tu!!)

ribbit said...

agaknye la kot...

Ibu Aunis said...

betul tu wan.Jgn salah anggap ngan mak. Kita sangka baik jer. Lgpun skngni tggjwab wan dah pada suami bukan pd mak. Wlaubgaimanapun selalu2 la call mak bg die rase dekat je. Maybe sbb dulu wann yg rapat n selalu tlg family, bila kawin, semua terus berubah and terus dok jauh plak tuh..mau tak rase mcm tuh..

Mak tu pun dok risau anak die belajr tinggi tp takde ape (tu yg mak wan rase-meaning wan dok umah gak akhirnya-walhal bahagia je dgn family kan..;)) tu ayat kono mak2 kite...mak saya pun camtu..heheheh..(sbb die tak mau hidup kite berakhir mcm derang..dok umah..)

Apapun, kite hepi dgn kehidupan family kite skang. Harap2 bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat..utk wan jugak..

ribbit said...

call tu mmg hari2...kami siap amik plan 1+5 celcom call free je so bulan2 en lanun yg bayarkan bil mak teman tu